Some days are harder then others. Lately things are starting to get more difficult. You won't see me cry even though I'm right on the verge. I'll always have a smile on my face. I won't let anyone see my pain. I don't know what's going on with me right now. Other then the symptoms I've been having getting dizzy when reaching above my head, my hands and feet going numb. I know we'll get it figured out. Between you and I...I'm afraid..... I'm scared. But I'm tough so no one on the outside well ever know. A little secret between you and I sometimes at night I do let those fear tears fall. "Even stone can be worn down with enough rain." I'm pushing threw. This stone is far from being worn out. I just have some ruff edges, and some cracks that need to be fixed.
