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Tuesday, July 23, 2013

A little bit clearer. ..

So the doctor did some blood work and I had an MRI done. Here's what been found outvso far.  My blood work has shown that my thyroid levels are high. The doctor wants me tovget my thyroid tested again in a few months. Then we'll see where we need to go from there. My MRI showed that my brain is to big for my skull. There's not really anything that can be done about. I pretty much just have to be careful out in the heat and I'm more prone to headaches.

Ernies been amazing while I've been dealing with this. I know he's concerned about what's going on. My dad of all people hurt me by what ge had to say when I told him what we've found out so far. He told me with my thyroid it would explain why I'm so fat. My thyroid can be controlled by meds. Thanks dad for making me feel like shit about myself once again. I find it pretty amazing that I'm the size I am with my thyroid levels high a lot of people are a lot bigger. I go on thyroid meds I'm goingvto lose weight. Ill never be a twig I wouldn't look good that tiny. I have to say it reallt bothers me I know it shouldn't.  It never fails tho what family says cuts the deepest.